Day Sixty-nine...

Still off it. Headaches, bodyaches, boners.

Day Sixty-eight...

Another day without the pill. Holy shit the pain is coming back hard though my mood is better without the meds.

Day Sixty-seven...

Second day without a pill. I feel good, sharper, less logey. Hungrier, for sweets. Bodyaches coming back, though.

Day Sixty-five...

I forgot to take my stupid pill this morning because I ran out of them. Now my head and neck really hurt.

Day Sixty-five...

No anger today, no nervousness, not much to report. Wish I had more to say, but at the end of the day I'm tired and when I turn my mind's inward it doesn't see anything. I don't know if I'd say I'm less depressed. I'd say I'm more numb about it. Go figure. I should quit this shit.

Day Sixty-four....

A brief flash of range.

Day Sixty-three...

I felt angry and tired a lot today. And my neck hurts.