Day Thirty...

I feel the occasional side effect like constipation still, but my appetite is back with a vengeance. I'm worried that I've plauteaued on this damn stuff. I get a few of the side effects with none of the benefits anymore. Maybe I should do one week on, one week off.

Day Twenty-nine...

Symptoms: hair loss!!

Day Twenty-eight...

Today I had a major headache after I took my meds, accompanied by a nonstop neck and shoulder ache that nothing helped with. I'm finding it harder to wake up in the morning. I worry now that my appetite is coming back with a vengeance.

Day Twenty-seven...

I forgot my pill yesterday. Today I had a sore neck and a headache. Otherwise everything was good.

Day Twenty-six...

Forgot to take my capsule this morning, then forgot to take it all day. I feel fine so far, and now I'm going to bed so we'll see if it affects my dreams or anything. Some mild, possibly imagined pressure around the eyes today. No constipation. Some nice morning wood. It feels like I'm thinking clearly, yet it takes me forever to make a decision, and sometimes I have total failure of my short term memory. Although today I was able to recall things fairly well. Go figure.

Day Twenty-five...

Didn't feel much of anything today, whether it was emotional or physical, but I will mention I haven't felt that stabbing pain in my upper back for weeks now.

Day Twenty-four...

I actually noticed I felt positive about something today, like I had a sense I was looking forward to something. It's been a long time since I looked forward to anything. I feel pretty calm most of the time, well...at least not too panicky, anyway. My IBS seems well under control. I don't feel any sexual desire, but I'm not really getting much stimulation as far as that's concerned anyway. There's always tomorrow.