Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Day Fifty-three...

Yesterday I forgot to take my pill, and when I took it today, it was like a much milder repeat of my first experience, which was headachey and groggy. I took a nap immediately afterward and I had a couple of anxiety dreams and, I think, a couple erotic ones as well. Four dreams in an hour-long nap! I usually don't have that many dreams that I'm aware of in a month. I know I should eat better, get more rest, and exercise, but I just can't get motivated most of the time. Currently, this drug has markedly improved my everpresent mysterious pains and has numbed me to my psychic pain, but I can't say it's really elevated my mood. Drat.

1 comment:

a concerned reader said...

You are dedicated to documenting this experience, and this is great. I will suggest that you take a walk and describe in your blog what you see and hear-- not your emotional state, just what you directly experience. I would like to read what you experience in a twenty minute walk. Walk ten minutes away from where you live and then retrace your steps back and take it all in.